Just put one foot in front of the other...

I have to remember that as the precious minutes tick away and the work I have keeps piling up. I should be grading my juniors' research papers--but I am not. I should have finished the tile backsplash last night--but I did not. I should have gone to they gym yesterday--but I didn't. I shouldn't be sick--but I am. I should have my final written--but I don't. I should have lost more weight--but I haven't. I should, I should, I should....I didn't, I haven't, I won't.

The kitchen is almost done. I can finally start to see what it will look like finished. But it isn't done and I want it to be. There are just not enough hours in the day for me to get done what I want. The back yard is overgrown and it needs some attention. I haven't planted my annuals yet for this year. I bought berry bushes weeks ago to plant they are now wilted and dead. I am out of kitty litter and keep forgetting to buy it. Cats are so not happy with me. I have to keep moving forward. I have to clean out my classroom, but I haven't. I should clean out the fridge, but I haven't.

I haven't even started on the nursery. I have things but the room is not anywhere near ready to be done. I have to sand, prime, paint, lay floor, etc. I was so worried that the wait was going to be too long until we pick up our little guy. Now I am not sure there will be enough time to get it all done--none of that matters though does it. He won't know if I didn't get something done that I wanted to. I should go to my brother's country house to visit--but I haven't. I should clean out my closest and drawers, but I haven't. I should remember to put out the recycling, but I don't. Breathe. As long as I keep putting one foot in front of the other I should make it to where I want to be--or atleast where I need to be.